~My Sunshine~

My life was not normal as others.Worst childhood which haunts me till today and miserable teen life.But i managed to rise up again from all those pains for the sake of my mum and brother.Nothing is important compare to this 2 angels in my life.Mum,an iron woman who successfully raised her kids very well and my brother who is the backbone of the family now.3 of us when through hell together in the past but now perfectly happy family.Indeed we don't spent time together so much as everyone is at a corner but we fit in perfectly whenever we are back home.Patrick,a man who i love the most in my life.Gosh! I'm so proud of him,he was always the smart kid at home while me opposite.But not even once he looked down on me but he used to teach me maths which i hate the most in my life and somehow i passed because of him.I still remember how happy was mum when she saw my STPM result.For the first time i saw many A's in my slip.Hahaha..That happiness was priceless.My responsibilities increased now.Make sure mum gets all the happiness in the earth and let Patrick to finish his degree. 

My life is awesome when i know your part of my journey too now.You changed my perception about love and life.Yesh you :) I have no idea how i fell for you because i locked my heart very long ago.  I had build up a high wall around my heart so that no one else can enter into it anymore but i wonder how u came in?? No more nights with tears but im smiling alot for the first time in my life.Too many happiness and joy in my heart and all because of you...You gave me a new life.

Yes i love you.I admit that but about the next stage,let it happen by itself.I can't imagine anyone else in my life besides you.I fell for you completely. You are all about i can think for now.Hope things will just go as i wish.Seriously,i'm not ready for any heart break again.I wonder where is my sleepless night with tears and pains.LOST ! Hahaha..i feel new and fresh again.Of coz,first pain can never be removed from heart but i start living my life again.My life moves on.

I decided to stay away from everyone that can give me pains and pull me down again. I'm staying away from all those unwanted people.Far away from them will be the best medicines for my heart.I have too many people in my life who called family,friends,besties and special one.So what else i want again? A perfect mother who is there for me all the time when i need a shoulder,a brother who is more like a father for me,my uncle who is there for me every time i'm down and lovely cousins,friends who are there for me whenever i need them,my besties who will come down all the way just to see a smile on my face and now extra angel came into the family.My special one.Haha..shuuu not going to tell anything for now.But he is equally important now for me.I have everything in my life,so what else i need again?I'm happy God had bless me with wonderful angels in my life.My life is always simple and perfect in my way :)